vlogging, weight loss

the one with the big decision

Sooooooooo hello and Happy Friday!

Something a little bit different today, as you’ll notice. After Wednesday’s post about not blogging as much, something happened that seemed like it needed to be mentioned but I didn’t want to write about it. Talking about it, however, seemed far more appealing. So, y’know, that’s what I did. For like fifteen minutes. LOL.

//player.vimeo.com/video/107886984 The one with the big decision from Jill Grun on Vimeo.
So what’s this big decision? Well, you’ll have to watch the video to find out but this picture, which I took yesterday morning, is the reason for said decision.

Shit just go real, folks, and a girl’s gotta do what a girl’s gotta do.

Love from the ashes,
Lady Lazarus

10 thoughts on “the one with the big decision”

  1. Holy shit, I feel like you are in my brain. 100%. I thought I had it and then life happened and I didn't have it. There's such a difference between succeeding when things are hard/bad vs. succeeding when they're easy/good. It was extremely difficult for me to post on my blog my new size, my new weight, my new image – mostly because that's not who I want to be, or view myself as. I was the inspiration to people and now I'm not. It sucks. I'm so glad you put this out there and made a Vlog. It's nice to not feel…so alone, I guess. We'll figure this out. ❀


  2. Been there done that! I lost 138 pounds and proceeded to gain 100 of it back over the period of a few years. I'm working on trying to get those pounds back off again, too. It's such a fucking struggle some days, but it beats the alternative of gaining even more weight back. Oh, and as I posted on your FB page, I ❀ crazy, unfiltered Jill. πŸ™‚


  3. Bravo. I have not stopped going to meetings, but I have been paying to gain or maintain. I LOVE the realness of this post, so often we all feel so alone with these struggles, so while I am sad you are going through it, I appreciate that you are keeping it real here.


  4. Oh Jill, I adore you! And I totally hear you on the “I don't need to be here or listen” stuff you talk about when attending meetings. It's why I've stopped going (along with the fact that I lead them) and honestly, it is not a good choice in my world to stop attending because I DO need the meetings.

    You're not alone in this at all! And I'm excited to see how this all goes for you! ❀


  5. Hooray for you on making a well thought out decision. I'm hoping this journey leads you to lots of new recipes and ideas for new types of workouts, because I love reading about those things on your blog!


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