So, suffice it to say things have been a wee bit busy over here in my corner of the Land of Cleves, but all in really awesome ways. For starters, I know I’ve mentioned I’ve been working on a book. It’s non-fiction, about my hometown, and the rough draft of the text is due to my editor exactly one month from today. So, y’know, if you don’t see me out and about in the ol’ social media sphere over the next four weeks, that’s why.
(BC is going out of town for New Years to attend a concert with his friends and last night I told him to not take it the wrong way but I’m actually glad he won’t be here because I’m gonna be holed up in my apartment writing that final week of 2014 and this way I won’t feel bad about abandoning him.)
Second, thank you to everyone who donated or registered for my Virtual #Birfday5K! Medals arrived and I’m so pleased with them, like I can’t even. Hosting the 5K made a huge dent in my progress and your generosity means so much to me and my favorite non-profit the Cleveland International Film Festival so THANK YOU.
I’ll be mailing them out this weekend and because I had to buy in bulk I have a few leftover if anyone would like to register at a reduced price and help me get a little closer to that sponsorship goal……. (*wink wink*)
Third, I’ve had two awesome opportunities come my way. The first was finding out I was chosen to be an Ambassador for the 2015 Cleveland Marathon! Among other things this means I get a free race entry to any of the marathon weekend events and I’m going to use this as a chance to tackle my third half-marathon. After the rough 2014 half and then the RnRCLE getting cancelled I just need to run at least one more to know that my first half marathon wasn’t a fluke.
Next, I’m now part of the oh-so-awesome FitBloggin Social Media Team! I’ll be manning the Twitter feed Monday mornings so be sure to say hi. For awhile now I was worried I financially wouldn’t be able to attend FitBloggin in June for financial reasons but after looking things over again I think I’ll be okay after all.
Finally, of course, my weight loss. I fully earned the 3.4 pounds I gained after Thanksgiving although, to be honest, I did okay the day of. The majority of that weight came from the prior six days. I lost .8 at my meeting yesterday which I was a little disappointed by, hoping for more. (Luckily Kelly snapped me out of that way of thinking!)
Our meeting focused on the whys of weight loss. Why did we walk through that door to our very first meeting? Why do we want to lose weight? The interesting thing is that I participate in a weekly Weight Watchers chat on Twitter each Wednesday and we had already done this so when we were writing our lists in my meeting I had already had my answers. But then something my leader said gave me pause and I had to confront another why that I had been trying really really hard to ignore. And before I knew it I was in the middle of my meeting crying like an idiot. Luckily I don’t think anyone noticed — except, of course, for my leader who gave me a hug after the meeting — and I’m fairly confident that I’m far from the first person to cry in a meeting.
The reason itself is, well, maybe not unimportant but not something I really want to talk about at this particular moment in time. But I do know that I can use it as momentum to keep moving forward because it honestly makes me question everything I said in my last post about not losing weight. I think there’s a part of me that uses that as an excuse to not do the work, to not put forth the effort, to not have to address the whys.
If nothing else, this moment confirms it’s important for me to continue to go to Weight Watchers meetings regardless of how I want to proceed with the number on the scale.
Love from the ashes,